these are all of the words that I’ve always wanted to say when I’m high, when I’m low which seems to be every day you can cry, to be seen, but don’t ask me, what it means you can shout, scream out loud but don’t ask me about sound I tried to start a scrapbook with us in it but the more I try, the more I think we’ve been it lets write our story and relive it and take it back to the beginning

Oh alaska I'm waiting here for you in the corner of the smoking hole tucked away from the eagles eye we don't even have to do those lines again in your flooded dorm room where you gave me a cigarette books stacked floor up the wall again theres something about you that i just cannot forget goddamn i hope that you do not end up dead nothing quite like the way you smile at the air how you go from crying to when you just do not care when you walk away and tell me to come over there how you look down and expect me to not want to stare come run now come run now come run now but don’t you make a sound come run now come run keep running Alaska it looks like the world’s in your eyes I know that you’re not happy and you keep things up inside I know you’re waiting for a time in your life to be able to say you’re alright and you mean it now You drown your sorrows in your wine that’s down by the river and you open up only to shut down when you feel bitter There’s a hurricane in your eyes and a hint of drizzle in mine but that’s just comes with loving alaska young oh alaska I’ll still be here for you when you talk about yourself, gone wrong you drink on with a glint in your eye we’re going to have to devise plans again in the smoked out barn shed where we ran for miles and then we were loud and we almost got caught again moments like this i hope i wont forget god damnit i hope you're here till the end nothing quite like the way you kissed me goodnight when you go from screaming to saying you're alright I wish that i could see a future in sight maybe not, seen as you’re out like a light Alaska young why did learn how to drive the petals on the phone booth should have been out of sight alaska young damn such a wonderful soul but you left my world in the nighttime left your life on the lifeline alaska young i will miss you a lot now theres nothing left but but quiet skies without your car in the parking lot alaska young, when will you understand you built me up you knocked me down and left a ruined man Alaska I wish you were here by my side but you left my world in the nighttime left your life on the lifeline alaska young you were a wonderful soul Just beginning to find your feet in the world Alaska young I wish you were here by my side so that you could say you're alive you cant mean it now You drowned your sorrows in your wine you left by the river and you opened up only to shut down when you felt bitter There’s not much left in your eyes there’s drizzle here in mine hurt’s what comes with loving alaska young

i can tell its been a while since you smiled i can tell its been a while since you've been alright you saw those words on the wall again so instead you came in here ‘cause a voice said that everything seems much better at the oracle everything seems more peaceful when you're in the water, so come in arthur arthur i told you all about the bodies laying on white tiles in the water i know you were told the oracle will save ya will take away your messes and hide you away for a while i cant quite do that but i can make you smile I know that you cant tell what i am, hell you thought my mum was my little sister, you tell me to get out of the water, but this is where I’m gonna be stuck forever and you tried to show people from school, but arthur you should have listened to my rules, cause nobody can know I'm alive. people have drowned so that i can survive everythings more complex here at the oracle, everythings deathly quiet when you're in the water be careful arthur I promise that i wont let you drown if you stay, and i promise that i will stick around, please stay silent because nobody can know that alive and living nobody can know that i am happily swimming, here in the oracle alone everything really lonely at the oracle, there are bodies on the floor here, when you're in the water, i love you arthur

The thing I know about the sun is it seems to pop behind the clouds and hide right when you need it most. I guess that's why it's been so hard for you lately I wish I knew just how to make it right Because you've always been my grounding anchor and you won't let me down won't let me surrender I guess that's why I hung the stars up in the sky in hopes you'll sleep a little better at night Forget the frowning faces and all of their glares two-thirty miles and I'll be standing there and if the troubles seem to keep you up at night Just know that I'll be there to help you win this fight. Because in twenty years I'll still be in your corner and if anyone leaves, I don't care, I'll still be rooting for you and if anyone says the lies that seem to hold you down, don't keep then around and don't you let them let you drown the thing I know about you now is you seem to hide behind a mask and smile right when you're hurting most I guess that's why I want to make you laugh again, I wish I knew just how to make it right Because you've always been my grounding anchor and you won't let me down won't let me surrender I guess that's why I hung the stars up in the sky in hopes you'll sleep a little better at night Forget the frowning faces and all of their glares two-thirty miles and I'll be standing there and if the troubles seem to keep you up at night Just know that I'll be there to help you win this fight. Because in twenty years I'll still be in your corner and if anyone leaves, I don't care, I'll still be rooting for you and if anyone says the lies that seem to hold you down, don't keep then around and don't you let them let you drown So when you turn sixteen and you close your eyes after thinking too much on a saturday night I swear to god I'll listen and I swear to god I'll hear you out this time You don't need to wait for the sun to shine You can find hope in the rain tonight Forget the frowning faces and all of their glares two-thirty miles and I'll be standing there and if the troubles seem to keep you up at night Just know that I'll be there to help you win this fight. Because in twenty years I'll still be in your corner and if anyone leaves, I don't care, I'll still be rooting for you and if anyone says the lies that seem to hold you down, don't keep then around and don't you let them let you drown

Dear Barcelona, You are my second home My heart will be right with you, But you make me feel alone your street lights are brighter than any cell in me I'll always want you but leave me with the palm trees, and the ocean breeze, leave me with me Dear Barcelona, A part of my heart will always be beside you I guess I'm running away and these are all the things I just can't say, Barcelona, I do love you but you make me feel alone Dear Barcelona, come take me out with the waves and I'll dance then I'll decay Your laughter is lighter than I have ever been I'll be beside you but leave me with my broken dreams and settlings leave me with me Dear Barcelona, A part of my heart will always be beside you but now I'm running away and these are all the things I just can't say, Barcelona, I do love you but you make me feel alone Please don't hold onto me you're everything I just can't be or feel, breath, or see Barcelona, won't you sing one last time with me won't you come over here, and fly off of your feet please set me free Dear Barcelona, A part of my heart will always be beside you but now I'm running away and these are all the things I just can't say, Barcelona, I do love you but you make me feel alone I'll always love you but you make me feel alone don't leave me alone